Sullen With a Touch of Gray

Sullen With a Touch of Gray

Rain
trickles
like cold tears
down windowpane
Sunday morning clouds
drift on far horizons
sullen with a touch of gray
wall of fog surrounds my spirit
as memories tumble in my mind
I chose my path at the fork in the road
casting my past troubles far behind me
one day at a time, with baby steps
realizing that I might fall
seized by anxiety’s grip
yet nothing will stop me
I breathe in fresh air
to calm my heart
knowing that
I shall
thrive.

Colleen Keller Breuning © 2023
August 27, 2023

Happy Friday! We are back from our short Virginia Beach vacation, trying to get back into the swing of things. There was lots of laundry, chores, work projects and other things to take care of this week. I can honestly say that short trip did us a world of good, allowing us to escape, rest, and basically lounge on the beach like slugs! We ate some delicious meals, and even though I packed some workout clothes, I did not do any exercise at all except to stroll on the boardwalk! The weather was beautiful, the food was delicious, and the rest was decadent.

I actually wrote this on our final beach day, last Sunday. It’s not easy to write on a lounge chair in the sand, with the wind blowing and suntan lotion on your hands, haha! As for the inspiration, well there were some gray clouds hovering on the horizon, and I felt a bit sullen that our vacation was coming to an end. However, we were both ready to get back home to our cats and our “normal life.” I suppose I’m a homebody, because I reach a certain point that no matter how beautiful or how much fun a vacation is, there is a longing for the creature comforts of home. Your own familiar bed, a kitchen full of food and drinks, all the toiletries and cleaning products at your fingertips, and of course the beautiful backyard creatures and birds that come to call every day. But this was a quick, much needed trip and we really do enjoy Virginia Beach.

It is hard to believe it’s already September 1 and Labor Day weekend! I plan to channel autumn this weekend, and I will be breaking out our autumn decorations and transforming the house. Autumn is my FAVORITE season, I love the colors, the crisp air, the cooler temperatures, the harvest, the changing leaves… So even if it is 100 degrees this weekend, I’ll crank up the AC and get in the spirit! I hope you have a lovely Labor Day weekend!

xoxo
Colleen

Mood: Sullen
Inspiration: “Sullen Girl” by Fiona Apple

Ecrits Blogophilia Week 9.15 – Sunday Morning
Hard Bonus: Incorporate a Grateful Dead song title or lyric (“Touch of Gray”)
Easy Bonus: Include a fork

Strawberry Moon

Strawberry Moon

It is time to float on the waters of the night
to exhale the troubles of the day
balancing the wish to be lost
with the aching need to be found.

Immerse yourself in the burgeoning skies
revel in the raspberry sherbet sunset
and cast your eyes toward the east
where the strawberry moon beckons.

Rising low on the summer horizon
the moon casts its ambient pink glow
gently morphing and reflecting
in the undulating ripples of the lake.

Lazy clouds drift by in the cool breeze
encircling and embracing its radiance
casting shadows on the craggy surface
painting figments of the imagination.

Tell me your secrets, oh strawberry moon
rising high amidst the blanket of stars
fill me with your omniscient wisdom
and strength, to the depths of my tired bones.

Oh prophet of June, beacon in the sky
gliding home gracefully on your lunar path
tuck me in to sleep with tranquil dreams
until the morrow dawns with hope.

Colleen Keller Breuning © 2023
June 3, 2023

Happy Saturday! This week I had two inspirations for my poem. First, looking through Billy Collins lines steered me – after all, he is one of my favorite poets and authors. I have quite a few of his poetry books and have always been inspired by his imagery and observations on life! And once again the moon proved to be a dependable muse.

Colleen Keller Breuning © 2023

It all happened by accident last night, when I was dressed in my workout clothes about to head down to the basement for a Bodi workout. I was wondering where Dan was, and I saw him out on the back deck. As I was walking out to talk to him, I saw it. The beautiful rising Strawberry Moon, tucked away behind the trees in the conservancy woods behind our yard. As if by pure reflex, I ran to grab my Nikon camera and iPhone and told Dan excitedly to look behind him at the moon.

Colleen Keller Breuning © 2023

To get a better view of the moon, I walked up the path on our ridge and then down to the lake so I could clearly view it on the Eastern horizon. The sun had already set, casting pink and blue swaths of light in the West behind me. Ahead of me it was getting dark, and the path was surrounded by a canopy of trees. As I made my way down to the water’s edge, the moon almost took my breath away. I began snapping away, undeterred by the mosquitos in the night air.

Dan followed me down, and we watched for about 30 minutes as the clouds drifted by, creating amazing images as it passed and encircled the moon. I caught some really cool images on my iPhone in which the clouds seemed to appear as a dog or demon to the right side of the moon! I haven’t gotten around to posting any of these on Instagram or Facebook, but the photos posted here are from my Nikon camera which I uploaded this morning. I was amazed at the detail of some of the images, which I shot WITHOUT a tripod.

Colleen Keller Breuning © 2023

This all serves as further inspiration for me to get out my camera more frequently. God works in mysterious ways, and I’m grateful the beauty of nature sidetracked me last night. It forced me to slow down and follow the moon with my camera. Work and life in general have kept me from this lifelong hobby, and now I can’t wait to get back to it. Nature photography is my passion, and lately I have just admired others’ work lately while neglecting my own. There doesn’t seem to be enough time in a day, but now I realize I must make time!

I wish you all a wonderful weekend filled with peace, rest or doing what you love the most!

xoxo Colleen

Mood: Relaxed
Inspiration: “Sail to the Moon” by Radiohead

Ecrits Blogophilia Week 48.14 – History Repeats
Hard Bonus: Quote or use a line by poet Billy Collins (“It is time to float on the waters of the night” & “balancing the wish to be lost with the need to be found”)
Easy Bonus: Mention your favorite author – Billy Collins, of course!