Light Fading
Twilight is falling,
autumn breeze blowing.
Past the honeysuckle bushes,
my tired feet are slowing.
My breath comes in gasps
under periwinkle skies.
Can you see the light fading
when you look into my eyes?
Is this how it will go
when we get to the end?
Will you take one last glimpse
and let my spirit ascend?
Will you hold me and dance
beneath the amber moon?
Or kiss my lips tender
as the wayward geese swoon?
I’m grasping onto moments
like the free-falling sand.
Can you see time slipping through
my pale weathered hands?
Now the wind pushes onward
and like a willow, I bend.
As I grow ever weaker,
will you hold me til the end?
Then search for my light
in the field of white stars.
Speak to me nightly
as I watch from afar.
Tuck away our memories
and forget them, never.
My spirit glows in your heart,
for my love is forever.
Colleen Keller Breuning © 2022
August 21, 2022
I wrote this about a month ago and tweaked it today, on my Dad’s 88th heavenly birthday. As I get older and closer to the age he was when he died back in 2002, I can only imagine how sad he must have felt in his final months. I am sure he wanted to hold onto all of us for as long as he possibly could, despite his pain… It made me ponder and think of how I would feel, if I knew that my time was ending soon. How much I would miss my sweet husband, my children, my grandchildren, and my family and friends! Not wanting to cause pain, but knowing they would be devastated after I was gone. It also provides some insight and a reminder that we should live every single day to the fullest, and be grateful for those in our lives. We never know how much time we have left on this Earth.
Not trying to be melancholy, but sometimes my mind goes to these places and this is how I deal with it. My poetry is my refuge, my comfort, my way to deal with overwhelming emotions. I share it so that you can take from it what you want, and to feel whatever emotion the words might dredge up inside your soul. I wish you all peace, love and pray that you continue to make happy memories and cherish your loved ones. I know I certainly will!
xoxo Colleen
Mood: Thoughtful
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