Lone Jonquil
The day grew cold, the west winds blew
snowflakes upon the windowpane.
My mind drifts back to yesterday,
anxiety pulsing through my veins.
I hear the hoot of the barn owl,
a haunting echo in the night.
Flashback scenes are taking me down
as my past traumas come to light.
Drying the tears
Taming the fears
Moving through the pain
Will things ever be the same?
Lone jonquil stands in fields of snow
as the sun breaks with vibrant dawn.
Like that flower, alone and brave,
I search for strength to carry on.
I hoped that things would get better,
prayed that I was through the sorrow.
Bury the past, with no regrets,
and hold on until tomorrow.
Drying the tears
Taming the fears
Moving through the pain
Things will never be the same.
Colleen Keller Breuning © 2024
March 2, 2024
Happy Saturday! I hope you’re having a great weekend. For some reason this week was a hard set of prompts for me. (Just couldn’t insert a stop sign into this poem, lol). Or maybe I was just in a mood listening to Radiohead and needed to spill a little dark ink. Or maybe it is just the taxing effect of tax season that drove me to write this, haha… In a nutshell, we all have fears, traumas, illness, stress, things from the past that haunt or trigger us. This is about putting those fears behind you and moving on, knowing that change is inevitable – like it or not. Whew, I feel better now!
We have noticed a few daffodils and jonquils that are actually starting to bloom, quite early this year! It has seemed like a colder winter, but we’ve had some 60 degree days in between that probably brought them to life. One good thing about this winter was the snowfalls have helped restore our neighborhood lake, which was drying up from last year’s severe drought. I am seeing more birds in the yard, the red wing blackbird and robins have returned, and the bluebirds are flirting and flitting around. In just one week, we’ll be setting the clocks forward and seeing more daylight as spring approaches!
Whatever season it is, I try to appreciate the beauty that can be found in nature. Instead of just hating and ranting about winter, why not try to look for the positive? You might embrace the comforts of a warm fire, gaze upon your cat napping, look for the artistry in the field of snow, prepare a hearty homemade soup, take solace in the twinkling stars in the cold night sky. That’s the way I see it…..but then again, I have always been that poet with rose colored glasses and big dreams. Some things never change! Have a lovely weekend.
Xoxo,
Colleen
Inspiration: “Street Spirit (Fade Out)” by Radiohead
Ecrits Blogophilia Week 35.15 – Taming the Fear
Hard Bonus: Incorporate a homophone (pane/pain)
Easy Bonus: Include a stop sign